🌈 761 – Sat 3 Sep 23:41 2022

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🌈 761 – Sat 3 Sep 23:41 2022

London

Pyar kheechra kaiku ki achanak.

Often times seems like there’s something that should happen before you start to make changes on not doing something or start doing something. You tell many times, yes I will do this right and you try to work towards it, at least you think you’re working towards but you probably still waiting for something strong to happen or learn a lesson only then you’d make that real change.

Will it be for 4 months, 6 months, 8 months and 2 years then hopefully all there is no thing nowhere and no time.

Spoke to mother around 11:30 I said, I went to bed after 07:30 earlier and I looked at the time it was closer to 10.. then went to St. Thomas’s A&E, took the bike parked around Arch bishops castle and walked via Archbships park, beautiful blond with a shiny golden chain playing tennis. “Hamare surat ku, thodi khushi bhi kate, time nikale ko, ache kapde pehenleko tennis bhi khelne aati kate wo ne chamake sone ke chain pehenleko..”

Got there, checked in. wait, wait, wait.. wait. 12 se 04:30 tak.. Everyone came and left but still there. You make us humans so zaleel in every time and everywhere and still want us to keep faith. Will there be a vimukti? Got home had a cup of Coffee with Almonds and dried khajoor.. and took a nap from 17:15 to 18:00 was gonna go to the gym but Toe said take rest took a nap and Dad phoned around 18:30. How do you feel now? how many days antibiotis did they give? I said, I slept as soon as I got home and gonna eat now. He bid farewell in a about 3 min.

Aim tomorrow to byheart the PerSec group policy 7 pages, I realise now why I was byhearting 4 page essay in English in Intermediate at the Triveni and then 7 and 8 page long essays in Zoology in Bsc.. I still think of, I should have managed my time in final Zoology paper, I know I could have written all the answer and instead I did not look at the time and wanted to write anwers in full.. as they need to be timed each question for 20 min. I only gained 64 marks, I could have gained above 80 for sure.

3 things I felt grateful for today.

• For good or worse living centrally, closer to all sahulats.
• Grateful for my bike being reliable.
• Grateful for the comfy bed sitting on .
• What would it take for me and for you to wake up 10 x times stronger, happier, richer and wake up early and go to gym and have a good work out and then have a relaxing, relaxing, relaxing yet productive Sunday and all negative patterns please get removed now.. Good night, goodluck. Ash