🌈 521 – Thu 19 Aug 23:53 2021

London

“What would it take for me and for you to have a lot of money in my life now? and everything in the way of that, I would like to uncreate it, delete it, de story it across all time dimensions space and reality. “

Woke up early very early..

Runaway Train soul asylum is playing on virgin the radio right now and the lyrics made me feel emotional.. singing..

Call you up in the middle of the night, like a firefly without a light. You were there like a blowtorch burning. I was a key that could use a little turning. So tired that I couldn’t even sleep so many secrets I couldn’t keep. Promised myself I wouldn’t weep, One more promise, I couldn’t keep. It seems no one can help me now I’m in too deep, there’s no way out. This time I have really led myself astray.

Runaway train, never going back Wrong way, on a one way track. Seems like I would be getting somewhere. Somehow I’m neither here nor there.. Can you help me remember how to smile. Make it somehow all seem worthwhile. How on Earth did I get so jaded. Life’s history seems so faded.

I can go where no one else can go. I know what no one else knows, Here I am just a drowning in the rain, With a ticket for a runaway train.

And everything seems cut and dry. Day and night, earth and sky. Somehow I just don’t believe it.. Runaway train, never going back, Wrong way on a one-way track. Seems like I should be getting somewhere. Somehow I’m neither here nor there. ..

3 x things I’m grateful for today

  • Grateful for the energy to walk all the way back home from Holborn to Vauxhall this morning.
  • Grateful for this comfortable bed.
  • Grateful for human hair.