🌈 521 – Thu 19 Aug 23:53 2021
“What would it take for me and for you to have a lot of money in my life now? and everything in the way of that, I would like to uncreate it, delete it, de story it across all time dimensions space and reality. “
Woke up early very early..
Call you up in the middle of the night, like a firefly without a light. You were there like a blowtorch burning. I was a key that could use a little turning. So tired that I couldn’t even sleep so many secrets I couldn’t keep. Promised myself I wouldn’t weep, One more promise, I couldn’t keep. It seems no one can help me now I’m in too deep, there’s no way out. This time I have really led myself astray.
Runaway train, never going back Wrong way, on a one way track. Seems like I would be getting somewhere. Somehow I’m neither here nor there.. Can you help me remember how to smile. Make it somehow all seem worthwhile. How on Earth did I get so jaded. Life’s history seems so faded.
I can go where no one else can go. I know what no one else knows, Here I am just a drowning in the rain, With a ticket for a runaway train.
And everything seems cut and dry. Day and night, earth and sky. Somehow I just don’t believe it.. Runaway train, never going back, Wrong way on a one-way track. Seems like I should be getting somewhere. Somehow I’m neither here nor there. ..
3 x things I’m grateful for today
- Grateful for the energy to walk all the way back home from Holborn to Vauxhall this morning.
- Grateful for this comfortable bed.
- Grateful for human hair.