Tuesday 11 February 2020
Anyway, so many days now.. I had been listening to this podcast and this guy was like, he had about 7 Newyork best seller books or something like that, and this guy was like.. Wooo.. maybe your life is interesting to you but it’s boring to everybody.. so I didn’t feel like writing for many days.. it’s ok.. this is my journal. I want to remember what I did at this time of my growth and there is so much of empty space available on the internet to spread so I will use it an occupy it.. If you want, come and get it soon or it will get expensive in the future..
You need to watch the video below to understand what I am talking about..
Anyway, today I started my day around 7:15, had enough time and felt great after the crazy evening of unexpected choices, filled with a little bit of pleasure but always had things I remember carrying along. Now it’s not the time and I also realized a thing that some is not for me.
Got to work around 8:15, work was cool. I went on a jog in my lunch break, it’s freezing in London at the moment. I ran across Vauxhall bridge over Lambeth bridge, wind on the River Thames was like!!!! it felt like I was in the Arctic. I do like it, I love the extreme cold. Poland, there was a frozen river I saw was amazing..
Got home from work around 4:30, then I phoned this engineer guy who’s supposed to come to fix our boiler since last Tuesday, he was gonna come between 4-5. he’s said, he’s running late so I had a chance to go swimming this evening., i think i got there around 5:45.. and I swam until 6:30..
then the engineer came and he fixed the boiler. I helped him a little bit, then I ate watching a documentary about Brain on Nextflix and now off to bed. I am so happy I can go to bed peacefully now!
3 x things that I am grateful for today
– for all the food I ate
– all the energy I had in my body
– and to all those things that I was able to show up.
1 x wish of the day – what would it take for me and for you to have our size, shape, symmetry, and intelligence to multiply x 10 times and everything that’s holding it back to happen, I would like delete it from my mind, pattern, history, and experiences..
See you next time!