Allaha, I sat there in the corner of the mosque when no one was there and I prayed and I felt you were presence. thank you. I loved you so much then. Then the first promise I made you was when I wanted to pass the 5th class exams and I thought my pride was on stake and I promised to pray thank you prayer with my every prayer and I didn’t keep my promise. I’m so sorry. but I still loved you so much. Then I prayed so much for you when I did my finals in inter at the college. I’m so sorry the first year when I failed one subject, I was disrespectful towards you. I am so sorry. I apologize for being disrespectful.

Thank you for passing me with my 5th exams.. then thank you for passing me with my 10th exams.. then thank you for passing me with my college intermediate exams.. then I prayed for you so much again in my finals of degree exams.. and you again passed me.. It was joy but gave me great pain when brother failed. but thank you.. I still loved you then.

then I prayed again when I started studying in UK, I’m so sorry I felt like was losing faith at that time, I felt alone. I am so sorry for leaving you at that time.. then I prayed so much for you when I wanted the room in the flat that I’m in.. Thank you for giving me my MBA and then thank you for giving me the room at then the flat to look after.

Then I prayed so much for you when I need the job and the comforts and you gave me.. then It’s now. Thank you everything you gave.. It looks like I always had an agenda when I prayed. I pray now.. to keep my parents safe, my brother and sister, me and everyone around me..