🌈 576 – Fri 26 Nov 2021 23:59 

London

I did la la la la la la la.. alala.. and la la laa.. and it just became Sat 27 Nov 01:21.

It just started raining outside. Dad aleady woke up back in the country he msg’d on whatsapp group and I’m still up.

I’d like to make myself believe that planet earth turns slowly

It’s hard to say that I’d rather stay awake when I’m asleep

‘Cause everything is never as it seems (when I fall asleep) fireflies is playing on the radio, it feels good and I was thinking just before, why do I always smile at this time.. and there’s the feeling of not going to bed early. Why do I have to go to bed when I feel like I’m in good mood, and why this mood was not there in the morning.

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There was some oil on some of words on my keyboard that I’m typing just now. I wondered oh how can this be when I always be careful before I type or sit on my laptop how can this be possible? how did I attract oil on my keys. I wiped with a towel next to me so It created that gibberish sentence above this para.

I wiped and started typing again and few min in there was more oil on some of the keys again. Hey men, how is possible? when I always be careful my fingers are not wet.

I put my hand in my head while typing unconsciously or subconsciously unknowly and I as putting almond oil in my head that my dad gave me. So I was probably putting my hand in my hair. Next time I will catch my hand red handed touching my hair.. Ha ha!

Runaway train, never goin’ back

Wrong way, on a one way track

Seems like I should be gettin’ somewhere

Somehow I’m neither here nor there

 

Can you help me remember how to smile

Make it somehow all seem worthwhile

How on Earth did I get so jaded

Life’s history seems so faded.. Soul Asylum started playing on radio now. I feel like it resonates to me so much these days.

Friday woke up early today had sent a message on the group first at work Morning H. Friday! then I felt a little guilt for writing so blunt, i thought I should have written Morning guys H. Friday! .. then I had messaged in the family group. Assalam aliakum H.Friday. 🤲 

No body responded.. and then everybody were quiet all day long. Maybe I should not message tomorrow then.

Work was busy, internet was funny. at 10 AM huddle, I said, yes Hey guys. H. Friday yes, all my actions from yesterday are complete, today I have CTA, a couple bundle uploads and the I will on to the redactions.. such is the only thing I speak to during the whole day some days working from home permanently thanks to covid. or I should say sorry for covid..

Amy winehoue starting just playing on the radio..

3 thing I’m grateful for today

  • Amy Winehouse and the gift she left us with her music.
  • grateful for rain and water on the our planet
  • grateful for my bed and the sleep which is coming now.

what would it take for me and for you to wake up 10 x times stronger, happier, richer and have a nice relaxing yet productive weekend ???

G.Night! G. luck… sleep. Ash! x