Person who angers you, controls you

🌈 888 – Thu 16 Feb 23:22 2023

London

Din raath din raath baithu.. kaike liye? Kasauti zindagi ka ek episode dekhna dil bola.. 20 min aise he nikal gaya.. kachra type karke bhi kya karne ke liye..

Woke up early, ate breakfast sat at the desk straight, mediated few min, logged in work 7 AM .. needed to finish the minutes from Tuesday’s meeting, and got ready to go to the gym but did not feel like leaving home sat at the desk.. worked and worked, bosses phoned around 11:00 it was helpful, I sent a draft at 16:30. took a nap woke up, swam slot booked at Vauxhall leisure center, got there did 50 rows of front crawls, and left around 19:45.. brother is back home and going back to KSA tomorrow after Jumma. I hope everything will go well. offered 4 x rakaths of Ishan and then 2 Salah tu Hajath and 3 rakaths of Wajil Wither… then ate.. before sitting down, “thought does not matter what the day would be he would give you that meal you deserve.” and I was a decent meal.. was browsing through the modern classics of Netflix, watched most of them, the final ones which were left for last The escape from Alcatraz put it on, watched till the end. sat at the bed it was 11:07.. probably procrastinating to do the book, watched Kasauti instead.. have to be up early tomorrow, Friday day of work.

3 things I felt grateful for today

• On my way home from the swim, felt really really really really good.
• Grateful for finishing the work on the minutes, I still have to submit them.
• Grateful for going to bed peacefully now.

what would it take for me and for you to wake up 10 x times bigger, thicker, leaner, happier, richer and finish all the work at a decent time and be the good day and everything to be just fine and then have a relaxing, relaxing, relaxing yet a productive day tomorrow and all negative patterns, please get removed.. deleted.. Goodnight, good luck.. Ash …