298 – Night..

Thu 27 Aug 22:57 2020

London 

Woke up 7:30..logged in work.. work was great.. during the day my mate Hxx had come over, he used to work at the office before, he was around for some errands, so happy he was able to come see me. I was working but he hung around.. he left around 4:30.. I was working until 5.. 

“what would it take for all the energies I hold towards my work and workmates to be filled with love, gratitude and compassion and everything in the way of that, I would like to uncreate it, delete it, de story it across all time dimensions space and reality.”

It rained liked crazy outside today.. Tomorrow I have to answer the ice breaker question at the meeting, what did I miss during this quarantine.. tbh I didn’t miss anything I was able to do many things.. I was so happy I was just able to stay at home.. I was able to sleep, rest a bit.. watch all the movies that I thought I wanted to watch.. speak to my mother every day. I don’t know I was being angry at that time, while they were calling me those days..

“what would it take for all the energies I hold towards my parents to be filled with love and gratitude, happy and laughter and everything in the way of that, I would like to uncreate it, delete it, de story it across all time dimensions space and reality. “

I didn’t miss anything. that’s what I missed..

How would that feel now, if I think, I don’t miss anything now.. I am here and now.. and content! how does that sound like, how do I feel, when I think, I don’t miss anything..

tbh, I really don’t miss anything now.. then why do I have this heavy feeling in my chest..

body body body tell me what am i missing?

why do i feel this constant heavyness in the left side of the chest.. I have everything now. and what should i do to make me feel good now..

“Everything that’s causing this heavyness please leave my body immediately, bkz I am aware of you and I am going to breath through you and say goodbye my old friend. I release you mentally and spiritually now, go now go.. on you way.. let me be happy now and so be you ..

I love my poem.. It feels better now tbh,..

“What vibrational energy can I and you align to be on that highest grateful and happiest magnitudinal frequency now.”

3 things i am grateful for today

• for my mate who came to see me today
• for the food he bought with him, bombay mix..
• for my radio

wish of the day – what would it take for me and for you to wake up 10 x stronger and energetic and had a good sleep, and get to gym, have a good workout and be back home on my desk 8:00 AM tomorrow .

Night.

Ms Sandra had sent me the top pic from the Macclesfield Canal.