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🌈 949 – Mon 24 Apr 23:58 2023 


My kuch nai karsakta mere naseeb phutoko my paida hua hoon.

Woke up late around 09:30 am.. couldn’t sleep late.. way many mosquitos and heat had been up many times. Fuker sat by the door watching tv as soon as I got up he said I was late waking up, he’s been ready since early we should have probably gone to driving in the morning.. the day stood up with heat.

Had breakfast Khichadi with bhaia and father.. left home around 11:30 went to drive around Uppal ground., the Sun is burning hot.. we drove around for a bit then had a Masala soda lemonade and Khara lemonade with brother and drove around for a bit, dad phoned asking us to return so the electrician was around to set up the AC system, they spend most of the day with him and I was in the phone transferring the stuff so I could give the phone to bro.. Lunch time dad comment, Dabake khaya na thodi deer pehle, I decide to answer back next time Inshallaha.. Got grant me sabr and serenity to accept the things the way they are and change the things that I can to have the patience and wisdom to know the difference between the both and most specailly courage to speak when I think It is not right.

most of the day went downloading and backuping the old pix. Apple used to be such a pain transferring pix from the phone to mac probably with the update it’s just now connecting a wire and transferring and uploading it to mac was simple but going through all pix trying to save is still a nightmare. Managed to finish most of it by the end of the day. Had dinner around 21:30 with bro, bhabijaan, mother on the table and dad sat in front of the tv. Bro and I went out after dinner to get pan, went via Hubsiguda then towards Tarnaka, had a Iraini chai and then a pan, we both sat at the bus stop quiet for a bit a lot of traffic went past we sat still and spoke for a bit, mosquitos were way many so decided to move got the bike on back towards home, around Uppal police station, brother wanted to look into the Police quarters where we lived few years ago when Dad was in charge of that station and we had a quarter there and I had my own flat upstairs.. home was about to go to bed and pavoo dabake aaye amma meri dekne kya kar raha hoon.. dil toot raha hai.

still 3 things I felt grateful for today

  • grateful for all the food I consumed.
  • grateful for brothers love which overweighs the haterade of the rest of the world.
  • grateful for being able to sit and draft something tonight before bed.
  • What would it take for me and for you to wake up 10 x times bigger, thicker happier richer, everything to be just fine and then driving in the morning to go well and then have a relaxing, relaxing, relaxing yet a productive day tomorrow and all negative patterns please get removed.. goodnight, goodluck. Ash

Around the world, Russia still invading Ukraine. Sudan’s going crazy and fighting among themselves and UK’s sending troops to stabilize and rescue the British nationals..