🌈 412 – Sun 14 Mar 23:53 2021

London

My future self remembers this is the time I was just sitting and wondering what is going to happen but I want to focus on now and right now is the only moment I have and I am truly grateful for sitting on my bed at almost 1 am comfortably and drafting to my future self.

“You shout it out, but I can’t hear a word you say I’m talking loud, not saying much You shout it out, but I can’t hear a word you say I’m talking loud, not saying much I’m criticized, but all your bullets ricochet Shoot me down, but I get up I’m bulletproof, nothing to lose Fire away, fire away Ricochet, you take your aim Fire away, fire away” Guetta’s Titanium on Virgin radio

2 of my flatmates gave notice of leaving due the change of life caused by the great COVID so by the end of the month I have to make an additional £1200 to cover the rent. Good luck to me.

I always thought I did my best

I always thought I gave my best

and I was always kept best..

The world you need a lot of love ..

I was just working and a thought came to me of the when I was a little boy my mother asked me not to wear those nice beautiful purple velvet trousers and I didn’t remove them and I wore them and went on my bike to my nan’s place there I fell from my bike and I tore my trousers that I had loved them.

That happened probably like when I was 7 or 8 years old after these many years it came back in my memory. This is how the unresolved energies stuck inside your body. You have clear them.

All your past memories, energies, unresolved conflicts of mind they all come back as thoughts during the day. Your actual actual responsibility as a human is to observe your each thought, let them pass and release the energies associated to it by making a little prayer to it.

The more negative patterns you identify and clear the lighter you become then this becomes your transparence to transcendence.

“All my patterns, thoughts, unresolved energies associated with those trousers and all those lessons and stories created in related to that, please get deleted from my mind across all time dimension reality and space.”

3 things I’m grateful for today

  • for radio waves.
  • for microwaves
  • and for paper being existed in our lives.. x

What would it take for me to and for you to wake up 10 times stronger, energitic, confident, happier, richer, activer tomorrow morning.. and everything in the way of that happening please get deleted!

Night the sleep is coming.

Sleep sleep sleep..Sleep sleep sleep sleepp sleepp..