Donβt lose yourself over someone else!
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Β 708 β Sat 18 Jun 23:43 2022
London
Iβm sitting on my bed and feeling guilty about not writing a proper email at work last week. Ayyoo.. how did I not put some nice words in that email.. ugh!!! what can I do now to feel different?
Perhaps all I can do now is to send some positive energy to the people who read that email, 2 of them.. Iβm so sorry, please forgive me, I love you so much! and then you! I wish I had put more kind and touching words to my email. Some better words would have influenced you.
Woke up early today, had a shower and offered Fajr Namaz and then went out around 11:20.. it was a beautiful warm day outside. I only wore shorts and a T-shirt and I got out of the tube station at Marble arch and it was raining. The weather changed like that and there was this guy walking with a brolly and I thought how this guy has a brolly it was such a hot day and this guy already had a brolly with him. People here do usually check weather before they go out.
Stayed in town until 18:00 it was getting dark and it was raining and everybody outside was going inside, I felt like going home. and headed back home and the train was packed.. Got home it was 19:00 something and then I took a 14 min nap listening to motivate woke up and do some task video and slept at 19:22 and my mate Tomi rung asking where was I? Am I still in town and I said no I just got home, where are you? he said, I was at the Hydepark with this Rowing club guys and it started raining and they all ran inside some Swansea pub and If I came there? I said no, I already got home and just took a nap.. lol..
The week was so busy that I didnβt even get to open the letters that arrived and I postponed opening the mail during the weekend. Iβm glad I didnβt stay out.
3 things I felt grateful for today
What would it take for me and for you to sleep so well and then wake up and then have a good workout and then have a relaxing, relaxing, relaxing yet productive Sunday tomorrow? and all negative procrastinating patterns please get deleted now! Good nigight.. Ash
Letβs get something to eat.
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