🌈 974 – Wed 7 Jun 23:54 2023
London
Why some days are so much shittier than other days? today was a shitty day and I’m so glad it is over. What to do when the day is going so shitty. Tried to close my eyes but still don’t feel relaxed. Why do I feel like, I should be doing something, doing and doing something all the time? Tomorrow there was be a bit of satisfaction, at least I wrote something before sleeping, that was not so bad.
Legs aching, legs aching so bad at night, sleep is coming but don’t feel like sleeping… Singing Blige
Broken heart again
Another lesson learn
Better know your friends
Or else you will get burned
Gotto count on me
Cause I can guarantee
That I’ll be fine!!
Why’d I play the fool
Go through ups and downs
Knowing all the time
You wouldn’t be around
Or maybe I like the stress
‘Cause I am young and restless’
It feels so good
When you let go
Of all drama in your life
Now you’re Free from all the pain
Free from all the game
Free from all the stress
So find your Happiness!
I don’t know
Only God knows where the story
ends for me
But I know where the story begins
It’s up to me to choose
Whether I win or loose
And I choose to Win!
God, are you there? Are you really there? Was it just a blind belief?
God, are you there? Are you really there? Nobody had seen any evidence of your existence not at least the past 300 years of recent history we have, not at least 100 years I know from my grandparents, or parents or I.. God are you really there? Are you there?
Today is one of the days for me that I probably wrote all shit!
3 things I felt grateful for today
What would it take for me and for you to wake up 10 x times bigger, thicker, richer happier, for everything to be just fine, have a good workout and login work well, and then have a relaxing, relaxing, relaxing, yet productive day tomorrow and all negative patterns please get removed.. Good night good luck! Ash