๐ 591 โ Sat 25 Dec 00:00
London
Sitting on my bed.. raining outside. Sat down only now since logggin off work at 2:30, 3pm earlier today Friday afternoon. Last working day of the year it was. Went little busy but good. I have off until Newyears.. feeling very good.
Goals for this time off is 1. Finishing the Phthon course, 2. Transfer all Aweber pages onto my website.
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Sat 25 Dec 12:41 sitting on the side of my bed foot on the wooden floor below, dressed up in shorts, full hands t-shirt, head monkey cap, have to wear shoes now and getting ready for the Run.. Christmas morning Run. Usually I would go with Ms Sandra for a walk up north into the woods and see George at the Churchs graveyard, put some flowers.. take some pix and go back home.. Georgeโฆ
14:40 Sabrinaโs phoned.. Sab my sweetheart.. dear friend. to wish me Christmas she said, I was actually in here dream the night before, I asked, what was I doing and she said, I cannot remember exactly but you were in the dream with a few people. I said for some reason, I was thinking of you, yesterday today I cannot remember when but I was thinking of you alot.. It did not occur to my mind at that time but I saw the movie Sabrina on Netflix the night before. I missed my dear friend Sab so much that I have not seen her for a while since the lockdown. Covid had changed so many things in life. I send my love to all those friends who had to depart. I think each and every one of you friends, pals, buddies, colleagues and a lot more.. I wish you all the best and I cannot wait to see you one day when we cross the paths again. I put some special effects and blessings for the time that we are going to meet in the future where ever it is.. That space, that time, Iโm showering blessing.. It the same time. I give me love and blessings to the rest of the planet.
โThis is when you will see a golden rose appear around you and then disappears.. like the prince becomes happy. โ (fiction)
Somebody is fucking in the flat above me. They fucked last night too. I thought they must have got eaten and drunk a lot for the Christmas and itโs fuck time for them around 11:30 pm. It was funny, I turned the music off just to make sure it was a fuck not something funny, then I turned the music back on straight away.
Itโs 26 Dec 23:52 now. Iโm sitting on my bed and on virgin radio.. Blinding lights the weekend is playing and it feels really really good and here and now and grateful and itโs so relaxing to be in the body and sitting.. So time it honestly feels oh my God!!
โIโm running out of time โCause I can see the sun light up the sky, So I hit the road in overdrive, baby oh
The cityโs cold and empty (oh) No oneโs around to judge me (oh) I canโt see clearly when youโre gone.. I said, ooh, Iโm blinded by the lights. No I canโt sleep until I feel your touch. I said, ooh, Iโm drawing in the night.. Oh, when Iโm like this, youโre the one I trust.
I said, ooh, Iโm blinded by the lights. No, I canโt sleep until I feel your touch.
I said, ooh, Iโm blinded by the lights. No, I canโt sleep until I feel your touch.. (Blinding Lights The Weekend.)
23:08 Iโm feeling a little hungry so now I shall go and make some chicken to eat..
3 things I felt grateful for today
What would it take for me and for you to wake up 10 x times.. stronger, happier and richer tomorrow?
Sleep well good night good luck.,
Ash
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Make yourself a priority,ย Focus on the outcome of what you want,ย Lead yourself first.ย Go to bed hungry. Wake up hungry. Never be satisfied till all of your dreams are accomplished.