🌈 1261 – Tuesday, 3 September 2024 23:00

Think less. Do more.

London

I’ve been glued to the TV since dinner, not even a single yawn in sight. But then I started thinking, maybe I should be doing something more productive, like logging in to get some work done. But you know what? Watching can be a form of learning too. I find myself getting lost in the characters, imagining that one day I’ll land a role like that on TV. I’ve already been an extra countless times, but now I’m ready for something bigger. They say if you dream it, it can come true—ask, and it’ll be given. So, if there are any powers out there, here’s my wish: make this happen!

Waiting for a star to fall lyrics – Song by Boy Meets Girl is playing on the radio, and I sit here thinking of you my dear wearing a grey t-shirt with a little green heart on my chest..

I hear your name whispered on the wind It’s a sound that makes me cry I hear a song blow again and again Through my mind and I don’t know why I wish I didn’t feel so strong about you Like happiness and love revolve around you

Trying to catch your heart Is like trying to catch a star So many people love you baby That must be what you are

Waiting for a star to fall And carry your heart into my arms That’s where you belong In my arms baby, yeah

I’ve learned to feel what I cannot see But with you I lose that vision I don’t know how to dream your dream So I’m all caught up in superstition I want to reach out and pull you to me Who says I should let a wild one go free?

Trying to catch your heart Is like trying to catch a star But I can’t love you this much baby And love you from this far

Waiting for a star to fall And carry your heart into my arms That’s where you belong In my arms baby, yeah

Waiting (however long) I don’t like waiting (I’ll wait for you) It’s so hard waiting (don’t be too long) Seems like waiting (makes me love you even more)

Waiting for a star to fall And carry your heart into my arms That’s where you belong In my arms baby, yeah

The day went smoothly—my second day with a new team in a new role. I spent time diving into new materials and getting to know both the work and the people. Keeping busy is key, or else that sleepy feeling starts to creep in. In my previous role, I was constantly on the go, and now, as I settle into this new position, there’s a quietness that feels so different. How can I learn to enjoy this slower pace? If only there were a way to shake off the drowsiness that comes with idleness!

At lunchtime, I enjoyed a steak fish with salad noodles and had a quick chat with my brother, then my mother. The rest of the day flowed smoothly. I logged off around 17:20 and took a leisurely walk home through St. James Park, surrounded by birds, warm sunshine, and perfect weather. The walk was refreshing, and I felt great by the time I got home. I didn’t stay in for long—got ready and headed straight to the gym.

I had a really, really, really, good workout, did 4 sets of 10 reps of pull-ups, 60 kgs flat bench barbell presses, 120 kgs leg presses on the machine, and Lateral raises of 30 kgs.. that is all but were good one.

As I left the gym and headed home, something unexpected happened. I already had food waiting for me at home—just a simple plan to heat it up and enjoy dinner. But as I walked, I noticed a Black gentleman with a large bag, moving slowly before sitting down on the pavement. He looked like he was in need, and I felt a strong urge to help. I knew there was a Pret shop nearby, though it was in the opposite direction of home. Still, I walked there and bought three sandwiches and a soup.

Just as I was leaving Pret, I noticed another man by the door. He seemed to be living on the street, yet he had an iPad with him, which caught me by surprise. He had a massive bag, and I couldn’t help but wonder how he managed to get and charge that iPad. Despite his unusual appearance, it was clear he was homeless. I felt compelled to offer him one of the sandwiches. I asked, “Sir, would you like a sandwich?” He looked at me and said, “What’s that? Yes, I’ll have it,” then thanked me and returned to his iPad. It struck me because, in London, it’s not uncommon for homeless individuals to decline food, yet this man was grateful.

I continued walking, hoping to find the first gentleman and give him the rest of the food, but he was no longer there. I had gone out of my way to buy food for one person in need, but it ended up in the hands of another. I acted on instinct, but perhaps it was part of a greater plan—God’s work happens in mysterious ways. Maybe this man needed it more than the other.

All I wanted was a quiet, easy evening, not to be thrust into some divine mission. It makes you wonder, though—why do these rough sleepers exist if there’s supposed to be a God for everyone?

Around the world today –

Israel-Hamas war – UK to suspend arms licences to Israel after concluding the use of British components in Gaza risks violating international humanitarian law.
Russia – Ukraine war – European officials expect Iran to deliver ballistic missiles to Russia imminently.
With South African homicides at a 20-year-high and the country suffering a spate of ransom kidnappings.

3 things that I felt grateful for

Even though the iron didn’t work this morning, I managed to press my shirt with an old one that hadn’t been used in over five years, and I felt so grateful for that.
I’m also thankful that the heavy rains and thunder in India have finally subsided since midday today.
And despite missing the last couple of days, I’m grateful I managed to write something today, heading to bed with a peaceful mind.

Sending love, blessings, and wishes for health and healing to my dear brother, who’s got a pimple on his eye. I hope he wakes up fully recovered by tomorrow!

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Goodnight, good luck!

Ash Khaleem