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Friday 1st February 2019

Pleasant day today. 

Woke up to a cold cold cold British snowly/rainy winter.. It was beautiful outside.. 

When I walked to work, I stopped took a selfie under a tree with the bird next above.. I love the trees this time of the year.. No leaves.. Zero leaves on the trees. They are just branches and twigs..  It looks like… I was imagining this morning, imagine if there is no buildings and nothing around, just with the earth..  the tree would be just standing by itself in the space.. Wouldn’t move, talk or do anything.. Just Still! The tree stands still always.. Wonder whats in their world.. However, I can see its essence, its beauty and its stillness.. 

I am so happy I can just be in the now and enjoy the feeling of feeling the essence.. 

I had a smile on my face most of the work, I was looking for an opportunity to help.. 

I am starting to get my affirmation back onto my tongue, after the 31st December, I had a difficulty to continue with the affirmation, but I need to pick it up back.. They kept me in the right direction all the time.. All last year I had 3 Affirmations on my tongue, day and night! Cook or clean… All the time!!!!!!!!    My 2nd Affirmation was something like this, I created this probably in January 2018, when I joined SFM, The modules made me read the 1st book, How to make money fast by Stuart Litchman.. Excellent book.. I loved it.. Litchman teaches some of the techniques to please the universe.. It’s our thoughts comes reality etc.. 

I sat down and wrote my affirmations and goals for the year. 1st Affirmation was the health and beauty one, 2nd was the for the money. 3rd was helping others. I had a deadline on my 2nd affirmation. Which was 31st December 2018. 

It was “Monday 31st December 2018, 11:43 AM is the date & the time I made my first £100,000 through SFM.. Thank you Allah thank you for introducing me to SFM, thank you SFM and the community. Thank you very much!!”

My 1st and 3rd Affirmations I didn’t put a deadline or anything kinda open.. The second one which has recently passed.. I would say, it took almost about 3 weeks to recover from the shock.. Until last minute I had a belief and I left it to the higher consciousness to do its right!  But the deep faith kept me going actually .. 

I was waking up at 4:30 AM, going to bed at 11:30 PM.. I put a time on literally everything, including my 20 min nap time in the evening after work.. I worked day and night. 3 AM somedays.. I loved it though. Every moment of it.. With the virgin radio on.. looking outside my beautiful window with the view of shard, Oval cricket ground and my beautiful tree.. 

On the 30th of December, I encountered some negative remarks from my family, in regards to my nose stud and on the video. I realized later, I was fighting back.. I should have just said thank you and thats it..  Lesson learned! 

31st December, 11:43 AM, I sat down in the prayer with my laptop.. There was a silence and stillness in me at that time.. I had great learning.. My affirmations kept me going.. I loved them.. I am looking it back as a beautiful beautiful part of my life.. Thank you for the experience.. and thank you for everything.. (Success!) 

After work, spoke to mum, wasted an hour or so on grindr.. then took a nap, then went to swim.. My instructor is so beautiful beautiful beautiful.. Bless him! 

Got home at 9:30, ate the rice and tomato beef curry from yesterday. Made 2 bottles smoothie of Yogurt and Chicken. Got to my desk and started writing with a cuppa tea  and virgin radio on and the beautiful tree in my window.. I actually turned the lights off and put a candle on and wrote about the tree looking at the tree from my window.. like a poet.. lol..  Bless You! Night! xx

3 x things that I am grateful for today 

 – I am grateful for this wonderful wonderful wonderful tree who lives next to me by my balcony.. I am on the 3rd floor and it’s head is next to me so I feel its essence in my heart…. Thank you God for this beautiful thing!! 


– I am grateful for having the ability to cook.. some how I manage and eat yummiee.. I could probably never forget my 2 years of hostel experience.. 
– I am grateful for the radio next to me.. Dear Radio, I love you so much.. you gave me great music and you made me happy many times.. I love you so much! Bless You! 

3 x Happy moments of my day. 

– I felt so happy after I had that little chat with one of my work mates, donno just felt so great after the chat.. 
– I felt so happy and laughed, when I saw swimming and my techniques were fun for others.. 
– My swim instructor and I laughed on something.. 

3 x things that I need to do next that will take me one step closer to my destination 

– Outsource landing page
– Create new campaign
– Complete analytics training 


1 x act of kindness today 

I offered some crisps to the girl in front of me and she said no.. 




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